Dear Health Care Workers
How can I trust you?
Since 2000, I’ve tried to leave an abusive marriage with zero healthcare support. Just trying to find a doctor was a process of auditioning to see if I ‘fit’ the correct medical problem doctors are kind enough to treat. I’ve concluded that if I’m not profitable, I am always the patient being rejected in favor of the patient willing to take drugs over healthy lifestyle.
Do you have any idea what life is like if every medical professional believes I’m medically delusional? They’ve prevented themselves from ever receiving any information about any health care problem I have.
While being a critic of all our man made systems, I am feeling hope for humanity witnessing medical health care professionals recognising a problem within this system.
Who knows more?
I am currently on long-term disability with the diagnosis of being ‘delusional, paranoid, cluster B personality (schizophrenia family), personality disorder, bipolar,’ to name a few mental health challenges.
Who knows more about what’s going on in my head and in my reality, me or a medical professional making assumptions? If you have no clue what you are treating, how can you treat?
Not one medical professional has considered that one can heal from trauma. Not one medical professional has tried to understand what was going on with me. Not one medical professional has shown me any love or compassion while experiencing a level of trauma that has medical professionals claiming ‘I’m injured,’ but it’s a mental injury, so I must be the bad guy. The one causing the trauma is medically healthy, how does that make logical sense?
Status Matters
Homeless people are not receiving the same level of healthcare as CEOs of big corporations. When I was homeless due to extreme trauma, I was told, ‘You are just looking for a free bed for the night.’ If I were working and had my own home, dealing with fewer health problems, I would have been welcomed into our healthcare system.
When you get injured and can’t work, it leads to poverty, which in turn causes homelessness. Our medical professionals have never spoken up and admitted responsibility for this social problem. Instead, blame is placed on the victims of our failing systems for making bad decisions.
We never trust the perspective of someone who is homeless, and yet they are the ones who know what causes homelessness, unlike those who have homes and only assume they know until they find themselves losing their own homes.
Healthcare has never been free; there has always been a social cost reflected in our homelessness problem. Homelessness is a result of failing systems and medical experts making poor social decisions.
Healing 101 - Confirmation
For my healing, my first step was to figure out whether it was me who was crazy or if it was our healthcare system. So, I started working on trying to scientifically prove that my perspective of reality was true and not just a ‘delusion.’ I had to find confirmation that my reality was real.
Turns out, I am not the one suffering from delusions. It is the medical system projecting its ‘system design’ and logic onto the patient – me. The first stage in healing is to confirm that a problem exists and identify exactly what the problem is.
Once I discovered the theory of ‘holodynamics,’ it confirmed, using science, that my perception of reality was more real than not real. The events of the past three years are confirming that my predictions or ‘delusions’ are actually coming true.
How can I be paranoid if, in fact, there was a real and logical fear, while our medical system is focused on pushing nonexistent things to fear?
The cure to delusion is to influence a majority of society to share the same delusions as me and I’ll appear normal. The Global Peace Train is my cure.
The Diagnosed Patient
The diagnosed patient is never the real patient but rather the one responding to someone or something causing a problem. Charles Manson could see that society created him through all the systems that benefited the wealthy. It’s also created to cause criminals. If wealth can only profit off harm, wealth needs harm to exist for it to profit from it.
Dragon’s Den’s Kevin O’Leary has stated that ‘poverty is a good thing’ because it creates jobs servicing social problems. If there is a driving force profiting off social problems, there is no motivation to end a problem. There are no profits in a healthy society. So, who is the patient of this mindset: the diagnosed patient or the corporate world profiting off causing all social problems, so we can all have jobs servicing the very problem that eventually affects us?
The diagnosed patient is never the real patient that needs ‘healing,’ but rather the ones causing the problem. You cannot solve a problem until you can correctly diagnose the true patient.
Self Doubt
The term ‘mental illness’ implies that one’s mind is ‘ill’ and not to be trusted. However, healing requires the complete opposite. This is where you doubt yourself the most because you question, ‘How did I get here?’ If what I did led me to this experience, should I trust my brain? If one is up against powerful systems and society as a whole can’t see this driving force that perpetually tells you to doubt yourself, that your mind is ill, and that you make poor decisions, how can positive change be influenced?
For me, once I recognized that I am not the one living in delusions, but rather that all of society is, I needed to work on my confidence. I had to find ways to build my self-esteem while being called ‘crazy’ simply for having a different perspective of reality than them. I did not have a breakdown; I had a breakthrough. I am stronger, more enlightened, and more powerful for having had this experience. There is growth, a reward for every challenge, yet our healthcare systems aren’t tapping into that road to healing.
Overcoming Challenges
The term ‘mental illness’ implies that one’s mind is ‘ill’ and not to be trusted. However, healing requires the complete opposite. This is where you doubt yourself the most because you question, ‘How did I get here?’ If what I did led me to this experience, should I trust my brain?
If one is up against powerful systems and society as a whole can’t see this driving force that perpetually tells you to doubt yourself, that your mind is ill, and that you make poor decisions, how can positive change be influenced?
For me, once I recognized that I am not the one living in delusions, but rather that all of society is, I needed to work on my confidence. I had to find ways to build my self-esteem while being called ‘crazy’ simply for having a different perspective of reality than them.
I did not have a breakdown; I had a breakthrough. I am stronger, more enlightened, and more powerful for having had this experience. There is growth, a reward for every challenge, yet our healthcare systems aren’t tapping into that road to healing.”
Prior to Covid
Prior to COVID, my entire perspective of reality was so socially unacceptable that I was forced to isolate because I either offended someone or someone offended me. However, as soon as COVID arrived, my perspective started being shared with others, and I no longer appear as crazy.
Since I was predicting this event, it’s easy to connect with others who see things the same way I do, and now I don’t seem as crazy.
Healthcare has now been devalued for all to see. It begs the question, why would you want to hold onto a license that puts you in a category of people who cause harm while calling it healthcare? In my healing journey, I had to let go of things that no longer served me, and that medical license will never serve you well in the future, as you will all be recognized as the group that caused and created the biggest genocide in humanity—licensed medical professionals did this to society.
I am old, I have cancer, and I recently injured my back, affecting my knee and hip. How can we distinguish the good doctors from bad if not by the licenses that is representing the group. I’d really love a new licence that is given by a more credible group.
I have successfully cured a very long list of health diagnoses that are claimed to be incurable. I have had cancer for 3 years, and during the most stressful times in humanity, I am doing just fine. I believe that a little stretching, relaxation, and meditation will help heal my back and leg as well. I do not live in doom and gloom; I live in a state of learning, growing, and healing. All solutions are driven by their problems, and we can’t find solutions without first experiencing the problem.
Prior to Covid
Prior to COVID, my entire perspective of reality was so socially unacceptable that I was forced to isolate because I either offended someone or someone offended me. However, as soon as COVID arrived, my perspective started being shared with others, and I no longer appear as crazy.
Since I was predicting this event, it’s easy to connect with others who see things the same way I do, and now I don’t seem as crazy.
Healthcare has now been devalued for all to see. It begs the question, why would you want to hold onto a license that puts you in a category of people who cause harm while calling it healthcare? In my healing journey, I had to let go of things that no longer served me, and that medical license will never serve you well in the future, as you will all be recognized as the group that caused and created the biggest genocide in humanity—licensed medical professionals did this to society.
I am old, I have cancer, and I recently injured my back, affecting my knee and hip. How can we distinguish the good doctors from bad if not by the licenses that is representing the group. I’d really love a new licence that is given by a more credible group.
I have successfully cured a very long list of health diagnoses that are claimed to be incurable. I have had cancer for 3 years, and during the most stressful times in humanity, I am doing just fine. I believe that a little stretching, relaxation, and meditation will help heal my back and leg as well. I do not live in doom and gloom; I live in a state of learning, growing, and healing. All solutions are driven by their problems, and we can’t find solutions without first experiencing the problem.
Transforming Medical
First, realize that if our medical system was designed to result in a healthy society, would we need this level of healthcare?
Today’s systems are designed to cause and create dis-ease to the point that they are making themselves irrelevant over time. If society learns how to heal themselves, we would be living in a healthy society. So, while we desire improvements in healthcare, let’s recognize the reality of having less healthcare if we are actually creating a healthcare system designed to result in a healthy society.
How do you fit into that transformation, and what are you doing in this new world we have just created? As for me, my career is that of a problem solver. I have mastered the art of solving problems, which implies that a problem has to exist for me to “do my job.” But if I want to live in a world that has no problems, would there be a job for me?
The future we create, which benefits us all, can be found through peace tables. We need to communicate and share polar opposite perspectives with the goal of finding win-win solutions. We are on the verge of transforming the world we live in, and if all jobs are designed to cause and create the very problems we want to end, it will lead to the end of many careers. Today is a great day to reinvent ourselves, which will force a redesign or reinvention of all our man-made systems. And we can only achieve that by learning how to communicate with opposing views. This can only be done with a level of love that humanity has never seen before, but we are more than capable of achieving it.
