My entire life appears to be designed for todays events. I was born December 24, 1958 causing my first years of life known as a “gift from God”. Coming from a very larger, French family of female teenagers I did feel like royalty, but than at age 3 my entire life experience was a torture. All along the way I had this strong connection with “God” aka my higher power if you will. This page I’m sharing all my God like stories I experienced that I’ve known my entire life would all mean something TODAY. My life torture was to help humanity solve today’s problems. My question to God was “Why am I here, what is my purpose”? After asking those questions life torture scale went up, I can honestly say that’s the only way I could see the needed solutions we need to comprehend today. I now know the meaning of life and what my purpose is in it. Humanity is making a transition, basically we are going from “hell on earth” into “heaven on earth”. We couldn’t create heaven on earth without first knowing everything wrong. Thanks to everything Evil we now have a good understanding of how to never feed it again and feed everything good. It’s time to imagine what Heaven on Earth would look like.
My First God Miracle
This might seem small to some but this was huge at the time. I was about 12 yrs old, in grade 6 with glasses measuring 1 inch thick. This was way before our technology to make glasses thin, these were heavy, one inch thick glasses. The pain of wearing these things was bad enough, but the look and bullying was to much for anyone to bear. One night I made this promise to live my purpose (looking like do this peace train is my destiny) if God gave me contact lenses. The next day after school by mother surprises me with this appointment with the optometrists I had no idea about.
This optometrist tells my mother I NEEDED contact lesnse as they would stop my eyes from growing worse, lowering the cost as new glasses every six months was more expensive than contact lenses that prescription would never change – and it worked.
Lawyer speaks for God
I had left a 20 year abusive marriage and was about 3 to 4 years into an even more abusive divorce when life was so bad, I was in one of those let go let God moments telling God “ya gotta tell me what to do”. The next day I’m making all my lawyer phone calls only to have them all hang up on me telling me nothing they can do until this last lawyer. After me begging for help I swear I heard a click on the phone as if he hung up like all the other lawyers so I hung up. Than I get this phone call FROM this lawyer and he says “I don’t want to leave you like this, have you ever read the book conversations with God”? and I have, instantly I knew something was about to happen because the moral of the book “Conversations with God” is that God works through other people, God was about to work through this LAWYER. After letting the lawyer know I have read the book he than says “God has a message for you – you are to take everything that was done to you and do something with it”. WOW, just wow. First that answer didn’t solve the problem but it did tell me “this to shall pass” which is what I really needed to hear in that moment as it gave me hope that there would be a future for me. More importantly GOD showed up, I knew to trust the path, God is in total control of this game we are all playing. I did find my way out, it did get much worse but it was something I could survive and come out stronger and wiser for the experience. This Peace Train IS that “do something with everything that happened to me” thing. This is what God wanted me to be doing with everything that had happened to me. Not to live in rage and anger but to transform the world I’m living in to be more loving and peaceful.
God mailed me an Airbrush
ok this miracle opened my eyes to the concept of Bottled Intentions – I studied how this particular miracle happened asking “what is similar with all other miracles and what is different between the miracles and the abuse I was attracting”.
I was trying to find a job so I could leave an abusive marriage, I was in my 40’s and nobody was hiring a 20 year stay at home mother with no education or experience so I was painting hard hats for guys in the oil field. My husband at the time was doing this as a side job and I thought I could do the same. We had purchased two air brushes and I started my first art piece.
While finishing my first art piece I get this phone call from Mormons who want to teach me about their religion. Years ago I had reached out to them searching for answers in this abusive marriage I was surviving. I didn’t agree with their religion but they had been calling me for years so this day I finally said yes as long as we can talk while I’m painting.
The first meeting went great but the air brush breaks minutes after this meeting – just my luck. Every time I start something, something always happens to prevent success – the poor me’s started coming out and something just took over me – I was possessed is the only way to describe it. The words that came out of my mouth was “God wouldn’t show me I had this talent and then just take all the tools away – God’s mailing me an air brush”.
Every one of the Bottled Intentions I was filled with to a point I felt high on something. For two weeks I was living in this high with this KNOWING God is sending me an airbrush. For two weeks I’m telling everyone “God’s mailing me an airbrush” – trust I looked crazy but I had the most fun in those two weeks than anything I’ve ever experienced. I would open my door to see if it had arrived all day long for 2 weeks like a little kid expecting their first bike.
After the first week these morons come back for the second meeting and they ask me the question “What’s your connection with God”, I couldn’t help myself I told them “God’s mailing me an airbrush” and they didn’t like that much. They responded with “God doesn’t work that way, you have to get a job, save your own money and buy your own airbrush”. My Response was “That’s your connection with God, my connection God’s mailing me an airbrush”.
Within two weeks an airbrush was mailed to my door. After my brush broke we tried to return it to walmart with no luck so we returned both and purchased a professional one for my husband as he was the one who started the business not me. I never spoke with my husband about “God mailing an airbrush”, he worked in the oil field and I wanted to divorce him, I was not talking with him about anything especially “God mailing me an Airbrush”. Apparently he lost interest and mailed it home.
Buying my first home
My husband at the time wanted to be a park ranger so we moved to Canmore, Alberta where park jobs are more available. We had been living there for a few years in low income housing and I had enough of that hopeless/helpless lifestyle and decided I was going to buy a house.
We were being subsidized by welfare, zero savings and zero credit while wanting to buy a house in the more expensive places in Canada. Naturally people thought I was crazy but I was determined to buy a house.
I had been telling everyone for two weeks about my new house purchase dream, one day at the post office I ran into a friend who asked me what’s new and my reply was “I’m buying a house”, her reply “how you going to pull that off”? Just as that question was asked this really wealthy person interrupted and asked if I wanted her home. She had purchased land to build a mansion on and planned on living in this really extravagant mobile home until it was built. They spent the winter in their American mansion and while there they decided they no longer wanted to live in Canmore and just wanted to dump their properties.
Within two weeks of saying I was going to buy my own home, I was moving into my first home. Miracles really do happen if you believe in them.